എന്റെ അനുഭവങ്ങൾ പാളിച്ചകൾ

N¼nNp«³.sWäv N¼nBkps¶Xn. ASp tN«v A½ b^nek¯nÂ, fSn fSn Nm\pt¼mÄ DÅ Cu hvtWisf DÅq, F{S Unkhm]n H¶v knan¨n«v Wo. ASnWp tI«³ Sn^¡m]n^p¶sÃXn ASm knan¡m³ bämsS B]Sv.. ASp tN«p A½, bns¶ bns¶ kà tKm`n Sn^¡tà WnW¡v. CSv tN«v tI«³, ASnWp Mm³ Wm`p Unkhsà B]pÅq knan¡m*v Wns¶. Cu tW^¯p tI«sâ ssNNÄ A½]psX tgmÄZ_n bSnªp. A½ B ssNNÄ FXp¯p fmän, bns¶]pw bn\¡¯n Wm`p Unkhw FWn¡v Wm`p kÀgw tbms`]m, f^ymU¡v Wn¶n^p¶ Fs¶ kÀ¯mWw b_ªp Ca¡n«v Ct¸mÄ b_]\ tN«ntÃ? B hf]w tI«³ k`pSv ssN, H^p tgmÄZ_n sk¨p, CXSp ssN sNm*v NojvSmXns] kn^`pNan Sm§n, sNm©n sNm*v ASnWsà fpt¯ Mm³ k¶Sv. B hf]w A½ tI«sâ fm_nt`¡v Imªp sNm*v, Wo knan¡msS Bkpt¼mÄ FWn¡v kn½nãvXfm. B hf]w tI«³, A½]psX fpXn]n SjpNn sNm*v F´nWm kn½nãw, kn^ CXm³ bäm¯Sv sNm*mt\m.CSv tN«v A½, tI«sW Saan fmän, tbm AknXp¶v F¶v b_]p¶p. ASp tN«v tI«³, Mm³ Ct¸mÄ tbm\tà WnW¡v, Asà emWp. “”ASÃXm FWn¡v “”F¶v A½ b_]pt¼mÄ, tI«³ NXn¡p¶pt*m F¶v tImUn¡p¶p. ASnWp A½ im BX F¶v NmS^]m]n b_]p¶p. sb«¶p tI«³ A½]psX bq_nt`¡v ssN tbm¯p¶p. tI«³ ssN sbm¯n]t¸mÄ A½]psX Njp¯v– H¶v D]À¶p bp_Nnt`m«v ka]p¶p. AtSmsXm¸w A½]psX km]n Wn¶v Bmmmm Æv Fs¶m^p lÐw k^p¶p.A½ Ct¸mÄ Njp¯v– D]À¶p, A§sW Ss¶ km Sp_¶p Wn`vNp-¶p.
Cu hf]w tI«³ Mm³ tcm¬ sI]pt¼mÄ Wo kn^ CXm_pt*mXn F¶v tImUn¡p¶p. ASnW½ “”CXm_ps*Xm “”F¶v A§sW Wn¶v sNm*v b_]p¶p. F´v Bt`mIn¨m Wo kn^ CXm_p, Fsâ emWp. Wnsâ Np® Bt`mIn¨mXm CXm_p.WnWs¡sâ Np® Cãfmt\mXn… Bs\Xm F¶v b_]p¶p. F¶ns«´m Wo ASp sSmXms¯ emWp F¶v b_]p¶p. At¶^w A½ tI«sâ bmânsâ fpNan NqsX ssN SjpNn hndv Sp_¡p¶p. BUyfm]n Fsâ A½ tks_ H^p¯sâ Np® sSmXp¶Sv, AÑsâ AÃmsS F¶v Mm³ fWÊn b_ªp. Cu hf]w tI«sâ ssN S*]nÂ, A½s] Sm§n Wn`vNp¶p.A½ tI«sâ Np® bmânsâ skan]n FXp¡p¶p. Wà skapskap¯ Np®]m]n^p¶p ASp. B Np®]psX Sp¼n td¡_n]n C^n¡p¶ sK_n bjw Ipk¶p SpXp¯p C^p¶p. A½ B Np®s] ssN kÅ]n bnXn¨p, ASnsâ Sp¼n kn^ sNm*p SpX¡p¶p. At¶^w B Np® ssN kÅ]n C^p¶p koÀ¯p koÀ¯p k^p¶p. Cu hf]¯p tI«sâ H^p ssN bq_n sbm¯n]n^p¶ B N¿psX kn^ÂH¶v, Sp\n]n`qsX bq_nt`¡v Bjv¶p tbmNp¶p. A½]psX SpX]nXp¡n N¼nNp«³.sWäv